I Wasn't Scared

When Ben first slept for six hours overnight I woke up panicked that something terrible had happened. I rushed in and checked him and I couldn't sleep again until he had woke to eat. I remember the same thing with Maddie. Last night Jacob slept from 9:30 pm until 4:30 am. That is seven hours. I woke up, rolled over and laid in bed until I heard him fuss a few minutes later. He must have been stirring to wake me in the first place. I feel guilty. It isn't a lack of love, just a comfort in motherhood. I feel guilty for not freaking out over my sweet baby. Weird, huh?